Aunt Judy, Thanksgiving 2006
The autumn sun is resting in the
sky
and I still smell your perfume scented hand.
Though time has stolen moments, age has lied
about the candle's height upon its stand.
And even though my throat is hard and square,
I hug you and your pearls brush past my lip.
A softness comes over my heart, grasping despair.
You let me go, sweater grazing past my fingertip.
In this gold room you stand beside
the old stove in the kitchen all aglow
with black walnut trees shivering outside
The old farmhouse on Fulton Road.
Thanksgiving
Eve
You said
tonight
we can see the Hyades
to the left
of the moon
on horizon's hem
sewn in by the paleness of stars
Sitting on Beverly Hill,
we wait for the universe
to expand, contract
red shifts to blue.
I ask the sky questions-
it answers with light:
Orion's Nebula-
a cradle for newborn stars.
To think we are made of supernovas-
carbon, iron and our blood..
Stars fail every second
Earth’s population lies with its
lovers.
Betelgeuse’s red iris stares at
us saying
who really has wisdom?
One hundred thirteen birds line up
on a telephone wire..
I exhale frost.
They disperse opening up the sky.
I close my eyes
to catch
the sound of chaos.
Manifesto
It is that fire
that geyser I walked upon
that broke
under my feet,
force of wild clarity
Physics wearing its fiercest mask-
thespian portraying
the inconsolable one
left in the desert with no umbrella.
I read that Mars has water,
nutrients in the composition of its soil-
potassium, phosphorus-
to support living organisms.
Do we have the sustainance
in our desperation to walk outside of
ourselves and observe our own loneliness.
Then, hear the voice inside utter stillness
that says
"This is why you are here."
They say Jesus was tempted in the desert
and Satan tormented him
so he would understand the human condition-
The Earth rotates
flashing its deepest crevices
to the sun-
So, the very nature of man
cannot deny what lies in
shadowy modesty-
the shame of imperfection and temptation.
If we all experience this,
why is it not considered
a simple rite of passage?
Just as earth in the desert cracks.
Heather
Ann Schmidt is an MFA candidate at National University. Her poems have appeared in Della
Donna, The Alchemist Review, The GNU Journal, The Shine Journal, and Word Catalyst. She credits her inspiration and growth as a poet to her mentor, Frank Montesonti.